And I feel broken and defeated. I shouldn't be feeling this way. I just finished my last class and passed with an A. That means I have officially earned my A.A. Degree! I am getting married to a wonderful man in 6 months. But I feel terrible. I know what I have to do, but it's easier said then done. It's a week before Christmas, I will be heading to NJ soon to visit Chucks family, but I am leaving home a mess. I hope I can pull myself together so I can enjoy myself and my In-laws. I really miss them so I don't want to go out there with all this baggage.
Deep breathes.
Look forward not behind.
Think about the good things not the bad.
Remember who loves me.
Be proud of myself.
