Feeling a little scared and overwhelmed. Trying to navigate these new decisions and territories. I hate that I am even dealing with some of this stuff. It hurts me to write about it, think about it, and trying to figure out how I got here. I find myself over analyzing everything and trying to understand. The truth is you can't understand whats going on in some one's head and I need to stop trying to do that. Even if I could understand it wouldn't change things or make me feel better. It still hurts and it will still take time to figure out how to make myself work with this new way of living.
On that note I am going to bed. My head hurts. I am emotionally drained. I just hope that things in the universe will work themselves out. This sucks.
-G
